Bipolar

Undefined boundaries.
Blurring vision.
Trying to grasp something,
ended up with nothing,
but a handful of air that doesn't belong to me.

There are times when i feel like i'm lost in the grey region.
Struggling, trying to figure out something that is supposed to be out of my mind.
Till then i didn't know i'm getting myself into a dilemma.
Though it will not last long, but maybe it is a good way to balance my emotions.

Being optimistic is no longer my mask,
in fact it has become part of my true self,
that's why i'm being liked by many, not everyone, but majority, at least,
and I'm pretty confident to say that nobody likes anyone who is of a negative mind.

No worries, i'm tough enough to be a superwoman,
aspired to be Claire Bernard in Heroes drama series who owns healing power,
and remains undefeated no matter how hard she falls.
I know i can make it.
Always aim higher.
Even though I'm afraid of experiencing confusion of being true to myself.

[ Character isn't about what happens to you,

but how you respond to it. ]

- SunTzu for Women